Tag: Faith Reconstruction

  • The Gospel of Rain

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    It’s been raining here.
    A lot.

    Not the soft, wistful kind of rain that makes you want to stare out a window with a cup of tea and listen to Sigur Ros. We’ve had that too, but this has been the relentless kind. The kind of rain that soaks through boots and schedules and small talk. The kind that doesn’t ask permission before it starts washing things away.

    And yet… I’ve been paying close attention.
    Because something in me has started to wonder if the rain knows what it’s doing.
    I’ve been learning about soil. About herbs and healing and the ancient ways—those old paths that understood the body as part of the Earth, the Earth as part of the divine, and healing as a return to harmony and flow, not just the absence of pain.

    I’ve got garden beds waiting to be filled in the backyard. One will be for fruits and foods, the other for herbs and medicines. I’m making my herbalism dreams a reality. An aloe on the windowsill that was thriving until the repotting and still might make it, if grace holds. Grow bags lined up like little promises to my future self. And in the middle of it all, I’ve been watching how the rain seeps into everything—how it turns the compost, softens the crust, reminds the seeds they’re not forgotten down there.

    But this isn’t just a story about gardening.

    This past week, our friends lost everything in their basement. Three feet of rainwater swallowed their world. We spent the weekend cutting drywall, lifting soaked furniture, tossing years of life into a dumpster while their kids watched from the stairs. There’s a particular kind of silence that fills a house after the flood. And there’s a strange kind of holiness in carrying waterlogged pieces of someone’s story, shoulder to shoulder, soaked to the bone, laughing when you can, crying when you need to.

    I work with water for a living. Storm drains. Pipes. Septic tanks. Systems that most people only think about when they fail. I know firsthand what happens when the flow gets blocked. I know how dangerous it truly gets when what was meant to flow stagnates.

    And I think that’s what this rain has been showing me.

    So this is not a weather report.

    This is a gospel.

    A gospel written in raindrops.
    A gospel for anyone who’s ever felt the ground beneath them has turned to mud.
    A gospel for the overwhelmed, the uprooted, the ones learning to grow again.
    Because the rain isn’t here to ruin us.
    It’s here to bring life.
    It’s here to return us.
    To the soil.
    To each other.
    To something older and deeper and far more alive than the life we built on the surface.

    Welcome to The Gospel of Rain.
    Let it soak in.

    -JD

    We are made of these…things…

    dirt… and water… and breath.

    That’s not poetry. That’s Genesis. That’s biology.

    Rain doesn’t just fall from the clouds. It gives. It baptizes the ordinary. It brings the hidden back to life. And if you truly pay attention you’ll start to notice: the Earth doesn’t just respond to rain. It remembers it in a beautiful way.

    And maybe we do too.

    We as people have forgotten the gospel of the ground. The good news written into roots. The sacred story woven by weeds and worms and wild herbs growing in the cracks. Somewhere along the way, we’ve traded the ancient truth for convenience, plastic packaging, and produce that doesn’t rot because it’s so stripped of life it doesn’t even know how to properly die.

    But the gardens still sing the old song. And if we’re willing to slow down, become aware, and listen, it will teach us how to sing along again.

    Jesus, Soil, and the Mystery of Seeds

    Jesus didn’t build temples. He didn’t establish seminaries. He told stories about soil.

    In Matthew 13, he says the kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed, small and overlooked but capable of becoming a tree that is a shelter for birds. He says some seeds fall on rocky ground, some on shallow soil, some among thorns, and some on good soil…and the difference isn’t in the seeds. It’s in the readiness of the Earth.

    The soul, like the soil, must be open… soft enough to receive, nourished enough to sustain, deep enough to grow.

    This wasn’t purely metaphor. It was sacred geometry. Divine agriculture. A cosmic parable encoded into every living thing: life comes through death, transformation takes time, and good fruit only comes through rootedness.

    Jesus didn’t say believe these doctrines or memorize these creeds. He said:

    “Consider the lilies…”

    “Look at the birds…”

    “The kingdom is like a seed…”

    He was pointing at the Earth, not away from it.

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    Honor Your Father and Mother

    There’s an old commandment, one many of us learned in childhood:

    Honor your father and your mother.

    It’s usually read as a family ethic. But I’m beginning to wonder if it isn’t so much more.

    What if the Father is referring to our Divine Source, the heavenly blueprint in the stars, the radiant Spirit that animates all things…

    And the Mother is the Earth, the womb of form, the soil of becoming, the very dust from which we were made?

    In Hebrew, the word for “earth” is adamah—the root of the name Adam. In the Jewish mystical tradition of Kabbalah, Adam represents not just a man, but humanity as a whole—the cosmic being, both formed from the dust and filled with divine breath.

    To honor the Father and the Mother, then, would be to walk in alignment with where we come from—Spirit and Soil. Breath and Body. Mystery and Matter.

    When we dishonor either; by spiritualizing everything and denying the body, or by commodifying the Earth and forgetting the sacred, we lose our way.

    We lose our very selves.

    Wisdom from the East

    The Taoist tradition teaches us about living in harmony with the natural rhythms of life. The Tao is the Way—the Source from which all things emerge and to which all things return. It flows like water, nourishes like rain, moves like wind through trees and time.

    “The Tao does nothing, yet nothing is left undone.” – Lao Tzu

    In gardening, this wisdom becomes real. You can’t force a plant to grow. You prepare the soil, tend the space, and then you must trust the seed to know what to do. This is the heart of both mystical faith and herbal practice: alignment and harmony, not control.

    In Hinduism, the idea of dharma reflects your truest path—your alignment with nature, spirit, and self. There’s a beautiful teaching that all beings have their own dharma, even a leaf or a river. To live your dharma is to live like a tree: rooted, patient, in service to the whole.

    Herbalism becomes dharma when we begin to see each plant as a bearer of wisdom, each root as a teacher. We don’t just utilize them—we commune with them and we learn from them.

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    Soil as Scripture, Rain as Revelation

    We were made from the dust. That’s not a demotion. Honestly, it’s a deep honor. The same elements that form stars form your cells. The same carbon in a fallen tree lives on in your bones. The Earth isn’t beneath us. She is of us.

    The Bible says, “The heavens declare the glory of God, the skies proclaim the work of his hands” (Psalm 19:1).

    And the Earth?
    She doesn’t just absorb the rain
    She listens. She remembers. She responds.

    Rain isn’t just water falling from the sky.
    It’s the memory of the heavens returning to the soil.
    It’s the baptism that makes resurrection possible.

    Soil isn’t just dirt.
    It’s alive. Teeming. Holy.
    A thin place where death becomes nourishment.

    And the herbs we plant?
    They’re not just medicine.
    They’re messengers.
    Whispers from the old world,
    carrying healing that’s older than any of the systems we’ve created.

    The Garden is Calling Us Back

    We live in a time when disconnection is profitable.
    But reconnection is powerful.
    Revolutionary.
    Healing.

    When you grow your own food, you remember that abundance isn’t just an idea, it’s a practice.

    When you tend to your herbs, you remember that healing is not always instant.
    It’s relational.

    When you let the rain baptize your garden, you remember that nothing living thrives without receiving.

    This is the gospel of the garden.

    The truth that’s been growing since the beginning.

    Eden is not lost, it’s waiting for us to honor our Father and our Mother.

    Since you’re still here, I wanna know:

    What are you growing this season in the soil?
    In your body?
    In your spirit?

    What rhythms are you aligning with that the world told you to ignore?

    What would it look like to honor both your Father in heaven and your Mother beneath your feet?

  • The Death of a Pope

    and the Birth of a New Way

    A man has died.

    Not just any man… a Pope.

    A figure crowned in white robes, seated atop a centuries-old empire of marble and gold, proclaiming the name of a carpenter who once said the Kingdom of God belongs to the poor. And have you ever considered the amount of land and real estate that the Vatican owns? That’s a rabbit hole.

    For many, the death of the Pope is a deeply spiritual moment.

    For others, it’s merely political theater and religious grandstanding.

    But for all of us, it is a mirror… if we’re willing to look.

    And if that mirror wasn’t surreal enough, we now have the leader of the free world posting an AI-generated image of himself as the Pope. Yes, that actually happened. The President, high priest of culture war Christianity, dressed in digital robes and algorithm generated holiness — as if to crown himself not just king, but god’s mouthpiece.

    If there was ever a moment that exposed how desperately we want power to appear holy — even if we have to fake it — this is it.

    Because in moments like these, we are reminded:

    Most of us still believe power comes from above.

    We still ache for someone else to be the bridge between us and the Divine.

    We still hunger for kings and leaders, even when we say we want freedom.


    Everything is Spiritual.

    Everything is Political.

    It’s easy to see it on the religious right.

    Easy to call out the way faith has been weaponized for nationalism, fear, and control.

    But here’s a deeper truth, the one most of us Exvangelicals don’t like to face:

    Aligning yourself to the “left”, the “woke”, the “progressive”, the “Democratic party” without true awakening is just Empire in a new robe.

    Different slogans.

    Different crowns.

    Same sickness.

    Empire is still Empire, even when it marches under rainbow flags.

    Even when it preaches tolerance and inclusion instead of tradition and superiority.

    We are not free simply because we changed which king we cheer for.

    We are only free when we stop

    needing

    kings…

    at all.


    The Deeper Problem

    Outsourcing Our Power

    We have spent centuries outsourcing our sacredness to something else.

    • Outsourcing belief to the churches we attend.

    • Outsourcing conscience and action to political parties we align with.

    • Outsourcing hope to presidents and popes.

    It’s easier that way.

    If someone else carries the weight of the depth, we don’t have to.

    We can stay small.

    We can stay angry.

    We can stay obedient, thinking we are righteous because our side is winning.

    But the Way of the Source suggests another truth:

    You were never meant to be ruled.

    You were never meant to be rescued.

    You were meant to rise up.

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    The Bible Saw This Coming

    Long before democracy, before left and right, before presidents and parliaments — the ancient writers of the Bible named this sickness.

    When the people of Israel demanded a king to rule over them, God warned them:

    “They have not rejected you, but they have rejected me from being king over them.”

    1 Samuel 8:7

    He warned them what would happen:

    • Kings would tax them.

    • Kings would send their sons to war.

    • Kings would seize their land, their labor, their daughters, their dignity.

    • Kings would become the very oppressors they thought they were escaping.

    But still, they insisted:

    “No! We want a king over us. Then we will be like all the other nations…”

    1 Samuel 8:19-20

    It was not enough to live in direct connection to the Divine Source.

    They wanted hierarchy.

    They wanted visible power.

    They wanted someone else to carry the burden of leadership, responsibility, and trust.

    And so it has been ever since.

    The Bible is anything but an outdated book.

    It is a constant cultural mirror.

    It shows us, if we’re willing to truly see , how deeply we still crave kings, even as they devour us.

    The Bible is not about building new empires.

    It’s about tearing down the illusion that we ever needed one at all.

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    The Way of the Source: A New Way Forward

    The Source… that deep current of life, love, and creative energy that we call “God” or “Spirit”… is not found on a throne.

    The Source is found:

    • In the soil under your feet.

    • In the electricity of your mind.

    • In the heartbeat thumping in your chest.

    • In the breath moving in and out of your body right now.

    The Source does not descend from above like royal decrees.

    The Source erupts from within — from the ground up, from the inside out.

    The Kingdom is not coming in banners and parades and elections.

    It’s coming in gardens planted, tables set, wounds healed, and bridges built.

    We don’t need a bishop.

    We don’t need a senator.

    We don’t need a savior in a white hat or a red tie or blue tie.

    The Spirit has already made its home in you.

    The Divine has already put its signature on your soul and everywhere around you.

    A Call to Radical Awakening

    So mourn the man if you must. Honor what was good if you choose. Grieve the brokenness if you need to.

    But do not fall asleep again.

    Do not trade one master for another. Do not swap empires like jerseys and call it justice.

    Awakening is more radical than that. It will not be televised. It will not be decided in a conclave or a caucus. It will begin here:

    • In your remembering.

    • In your reflecting.

    • In your returning.

    The Revolution the world needs is not another battle between kings.

    It’s the end of needing kings at all.


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    Remember. Reflect. Return.

    Remember the Source within you.

    Reflect it in your living, your loving, your building, your becoming.

    Return to it every time you forget… because we will forget, and that’s okay.

    You are not powerless.

    You are not lost.

    You are not waiting for the future to be handed down to you.

    The future will be grown

    from the ground up, from the heart out, from the ruins of every collapsing throne.

    We don’t need a better empire.

    We need a new way.

    The Way of the Source.

    It starts with us, and it has already begun.

  • Literal or Literate?: How Your Understanding of the Bible Can Awaken Your Faith

    Most of my life, I read the Bible the way I was taught: like an instruction manual, each verse standing alone, perfectly clear in its meaning without any errors. If it said the world was made in six days, then six literal 24-hour days it was. If Jesus said, pluck out your eye if it causes you to sin, well, thank God no one took that literally… but we understood most of it that way—at face value. As if the text had been written last week, by God himself, in plain English for a modern American audience.

    Turns out, that’s not how books—especially ancient books—work.

    The word bible actually means “the books”, and if you took Spanish you may already know that it is etymologically tied to the word library. Most Protestant and Evangelical churches teach the Bible as a monolithic univocal document dropped from the sky in its final form, rather than the living, breathing, deeply human library of writings it actually is. And when we flatten it, we lose its beauty, depth, and—ironically—its truth.

    The problem, however, is not the Bible itself. The problem, my friends, is how we often read and interpret it.  The way in which we read the Bible (or our hermeneutics for short) changes everything. What happens if we read it literately instead of literally? What if we took it seriously enough to see it as it actually is—a collection of books with different genres, written by different people across centuries, in different cultural contexts, with different purposes? Suddenly, the Bible doesn’t just make more sense. It comes alive.

    What Does It Mean to Read the Bible Literately?

    To read literately means reading with an awareness of what kind of text we’re dealing with. Is it poetry? Prophecy? Myth? Parable? A first-century Jewish sermon? A legal code from a nomadic desert tribe? A deeply symbolic apocalyptic vision?

    Imagine streaming Breaking Bad like a DIY tutorial. You’d walk away thinking anyone with a Winnebago and a chemistry set can build an empire. That’s how many modern Christians read the Bible—mistaking poetry for science, metaphor for history, and cultural laws for eternal commandments for all people throughout time.

    A literate approach considers the:

    • Genre – Are we reading history, poetry, wisdom literature, prophecy, a letter, or an apocalyptic vision? Each one of these requires an entirely different lens.

    • Author & Audience – Who wrote this, who were they writing to, and why? A letter from Paul to a church in 1st-century Rome isn’t a universal law for all people for all of time.

    • Original Language – Words in Hebrew and Greek often don’t translate neatly into English. Nuance gets lost. A single word, sometimes even a letter, can change everything.

    • Historical and Cultural Context – What was happening in their world when this was written? What cultural assumptions would the original readers have had? Where is the setting?

    How We’ve Gotten It Wrong

    Let’s take a look at a few well-known passages and see how a literate approach changes things:

    • Genesis 1 – The creation story here is structured poetically, with rhythmic repetition and symbolic numbers (7 days, representing perfection and completeness). It’s less a scientific blueprint and more a beautiful theological statement: God, our Source, brings order from chaos. And did you know there are actually 2 different creation stories in the book of Genesis? And if we try to read it literally, the creation stories have some pretty significant differences, including which name it calls God.

    • The Book of Job – Often misunderstood as a historical account, Job reads more like an ancient drama exploring human suffering and the nature of God. It opens with a heavenly wager between God and “the Satan” (which means ‘the accuser,’ not necessarily the devil who is never even mentioned in the Hebrew Bible) — a setup that sounds more like a stage play than a court transcript.

    • The Parables of Jesus – The Good Samaritan isn’t just a nice story about kindness. To Jesus’ audience, Samaritans were despised outsiders from another country. His point was and still is scandalous: The “enemy” is the one who is showing God’s love. A literal English reading often misses that gut-punch.

    • Revelation – Apocalyptic literature is highly symbolic. Reading Revelation like a future newspaper misses its original purpose: to offer hope to persecuted Christians under Roman rule. The Beast isn’t your least favorite politician from that other evil party — it most likely represented Emperor Nero. You know… in Rome?

    How This Can Change Your Faith (For the Better)

    If you stop reading the Bible like a list of divine tweets straight from God’s thumbs and start reading it as a collection of ancient, sacred, deeply human writings wrestling with the divine, something happens.

    1. It becomes way more interesting – No more boring, redundant rulebook. Instead, you’re diving into ancient poetry, mystical visions, political resistance literature, and letters of encouragement to underground faith communities.
    2. It opens itself to mystery – Instead of needing everything to be perfectly clear, rigid, and factual, you may start embracing subversive language, paradox, symbol, and meanings with deeply rich layers.
    3. It frees you from harmful interpretations – A literal reading has been used to justify war, slavery, misogyny, homophobia, and genocide. A literate reading recognizes when a text is describing something, not prescribing it.
    4. It deepens your connection to the Divine – Rather than a static set of rules and doctrines, you encounter a dynamic conversation with God, one that invites you, like its characters, to wrestle, question, doubt, misunderstand, and grow.

    Jesus Read the Scriptures This Way… So We Should Too.

    Jesus himself did not read Scripture literally. He was so intimately aware of the spirit within the words that he reinterpreted, reframed, and challenged the common readings of his time. “You have heard it said… but I tell you…” was his way of saying, Hey, you’ve been reading this wrong. Let me show you what it actually means. Let me show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

    When we move from literalism to literacy, we’re by no means abandoning Scripture—we’re respecting it. We’re engaging with it the way it was meant to be engaged: as an unfolding revelation, a window into the divine, a story that pulls us deeper into love, justice, peace, and transformation.

    I think that’s part of what Jesus meant when he said, “The truth will set you free.

    And maybe, just maybe, it starts by learning how to read.

    Resources

    If you’re curious about diving deeper, here are some authors and books that have been helpful to me:

    • Inspired by Rachel Held Evans

    • The Bible Tells Me So by Peter Enns

    • What Is the Bible? by Rob Bell

    • Surprised by Hope by N.T. Wright

    • Jesus Through Middle Eastern Eyes by Kenneth E. Bailey

    • The Universal Christ by Richard Rohr

    Also check out the fascinating public scholar work of Dan McClellan.  He’s about to release his first book since he took his work public called “The Bible Says So: What We Get Right (and Wrong) About Scripture’s Most Controversial Issues” on April 29th.  In the meantime check him out on TikTok, Instagram, and Youtube. I also have a resources tab here, but I haven’t had the time to really put much together over there yet while I focus on writing and getting this blogging thing started.

    Happy reading.

    And happy un-reading, too.